Cygnata's Journal

Subject:	Good times are here again, dammit! :D
Time:	8:57 pm.
Mood:	pleased.
Music:	Dropkick Murphys - Fields of Athenry, Flogging Molly - Whistles the Wind.

John's home, Dave (http://www.livejournal.com/users/saiyanhedgehog/) and I are together... everything's going *right.* Classes are easier this time around, even if my English prof wants to grade me by grad student standards. Eek. :)

I'm finally back on track, forging ahead, and NOTHING is gonna fucking stop me. Not life, not parents, no one. I'm saving money to pay for classes even if the fianncial aid runs out, and making plans for an apartment.

The plan: 2 years at Bucks. 3 if absolutely nessecary. Transfer to U of Penn. Get the Bachelors of Scidence in Geology. Graduate summa cum laude, while I'm at. The, off to Tuscon for the doctorate!

I've dicked around long enough, waiting to be eligible for financial aid again.

I'm a DJ now, people actually LIKE tuning into my show. I helped organize and took care of 75% of the duties for The Cape's NOLA Benefit Auction. After 2 years on my own, learning who I am, I am in love with a stable man who I have been friends with for years. (We met in college, and no, NOT Northampton.) I have travelled the states, seen things I never thought I would. So much more, so much I still want to do, and I WILL do it, cause I'm a stubborn old BITCH, and PROUD of it. :)

But most of all, after a long, soul wrenching journey... I think I've found Me.

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Subject:	Stolen from quelkaima My Sweetie's Journal
Time:	9:39 pm.
Mood:	giggly.
Music:	John Denver - Jessie paints a picture.

For those unfamiliar, put an X in the parentheses if you've done what is written next to it.

(x) smoked a cigarette [okay, parts of three different cigs. I guess that adds up to one whole one. My poor lungs.]
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped [Repeatedly. -.-]
( ) shoplifted
(x) been fired [And the manager's in deep shit for doing it, too!]
(x) been in a fist fight [Repeatedly. And once or twice I won!]
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date [Technically, that's what Eliot was.]
(x) lied to a friend [Never again.]
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school [Only in college. Never got the chance in high school.]
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your internet friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) been to Europe [Being born there counts, dammit!]
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding [Spent most of the trip down the mountain on my poor ass.]
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship [Two guesses, two people. And one I wasn't even dating.]
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game [Eh-heh. How the hell else are you supposed to beat Hordes of the Underdark as a level 12 without god mode?!]
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school [Wonder why I failed Trig the first time? And don't ask about Thanksgiving Day at UPS.]
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood [Stupid consonents.]
( ) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident [My mother hit a deer.]
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night [About 2 weeks before I was told I'm now lactose intolerent. My poor guts...]
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes [So fun!]
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean [Technically, anyway. I can't get past the wave line without help. I'm not a very strong swimmer.]
(x) felt like dying [Was suicidal a few years ago. Much improved, now.]
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers [Easily bored.]
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't [But the chocolate I told myself I wouldn't buy ended up tasting sooooo good.]
(x) made prank phone calls [^^;;]
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose {two occasions. Milk was fine. Barq's Root beer... fucking OW.]
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles [Must pop!]
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed at a party
(x) have traveled more than 5 days in a car full of people [Best trip of my life. Whoo!]
(x) gone rollerskating [Self taught]
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls [They ARE my birthstone. ;)]
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower [Always.]
(x) had a little black dress
(x) fucked in a park [NCC campus counts. With snow on the ground. *brr* Blame Eliot.]
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something [I'm a klutz. ^^;;]
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole [Elementary school.]
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top [I hate heights. Robbie (Joe's cousin) and I were climbing across it, and stopped to relax.]
( ) had sex at a church [... Even I'm not that nuts.]
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours [I still shudder at the memory of that phone bill.]
(x) stayed up all night [Two all nighters in a row = Insane Becky]
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone [Nightmares.]
(/) believe in ghosts [Undecided, though my nightmares don't help.]
( ) have more than 15 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say [Pink shirt, yellow shorts. People said I looked like an Easter egg.]
(x) gone streaking [*snicker* Further description of this event may incriminate me, so I plead the fifth!]
( ) played ding-dong-ditch [...Huh?]
( ) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on [And a pond, and a river... next idiot who pulls that gets smacked. Cause I tend to inhale water and with my lungs, that's NOT good.]
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone [Right wrist.]
(x) been easily amused [Always.]
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name [All the time. ^^;;]
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair [Turned out horrible.]
(x) gone skinny dipping in a pool

:)

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