Current mood:	mellow
Current music:	Blue Sky Invention - Bald Lenny

So... promised update.

Lesse... helped start a computer gaming club at school, am officially maintaining a B average, my go to Penn State after next year, I have a new boyfriend, my friends' band ROCKS... and I can't think coherently enough right now to do anything long and involved. I'll try to post more often.

Just an explanation to those who haven't known me for a while. Yes, I go distant, sometimes. Yes, I'll stop contacting people for a while. I'm not mad, I'm not sulking. Sometimes, it's very hard to not procrastinate, or feel more than "I can always contact them later." Some days, it's hard to care about much at all. My Asperger's was diagnosed a while back, and I've learned to deal with it. But please cut me a little slack. Some days, it's hard to really reach out, though I do love it when people reach out to me.

Sometimes, the first move's gotta be yours. *hugs those who want em*

Ryan, I love you. Hope you read this and realize that.

o/~ God I’m Here / Please don’t let me fall asleep / I am so afraid / Of Giving into fear/ Losing all my faith / Forgetting why I’m here o/~